The Lord is wanting you to trust Him here and now. You have to realize you are in training through this struggle, and you are on a path designed just for you. This path is not of your choosing, but it is the Lords way for you. He is doing things behind the scenes that you could not even imagine. But are you going to trust Him? Life sometimes is messy and we cannot see clearly what is before you, behind you, or beside you. Jesus just wants you to cling to His hand and walk with Him through this trial. Although you cannot see him, His presence is right there with you and He is your rock. You must know He is taking care of you and your issue. Focus on enjoying Him through all this, and learn what all He is to you. Through your circumstance scream for resolution, but refuse to obsess about your problems and how you are going to fix them. Instead, affirm you trust in Jesus and trust Him. Wait hope-fully sit back and just watch to see what He is going to do.
Therefore, I will look to the Lord; I will wait for the God of my salvation; my God will hear me.
Ronnie and Christie